What do i do?!!?? v.v?

ok, what your going through is definitely hard. What you have to do is just take the plunge of asking him out. If you wait on him you could end up waiting another year. If you take a chance and strike out then you just know its not meant to be if he says yes then YAY YOU (: he may be pushing it because he might not be ready for commitment or he may be nervous. In my opinion i think you should just go for it.